A Clean Canvas

Hola amigos!

2016 is almost over (finally) and you guessed it right, I’m going to talk about the past year! This year flew by and not really in a good way. I felt numb half the time, yeah… I’ve been dealing with mental problems. The first months of 2016 were just horrible. I didn’t even realise they went by, because I was just not feeling great… at all. I was so concentrated on the awful things I was doing to distract myself that I didn’t even know what my friends and family were feeling, until they told me that I just needed to take care of myself again. So I did and I couldn’t be happier about it. So I threw away the things that didn’t make me feel good anymore and I learned to just take the moment and Live. And yes, I still feel horrible sometimes (for example: last week I went shopping and multiple people gave me dirty looks because i was sweating heavily since that’s what my body does when I’m stressed and feeling anxious). And yes, that’s why I don’t always post as much as I want. BUT I have recovered and I’ve become the person I always wanted to be and I’m just really lucky to have found myself again (Ugh, I hate to talk so Tumblrish, but it’s the truth). I highly encourage everyone who isn’t feeling well to just talk to someone, anyone, because it really helps a lot.

But to end on a better note, I met Amazing People and I also cut the toxic people out of my life, because that’s what life is all about.

Btw, who else thinks Conan Gray is one of the most amazing youtubers ever?

Why am I happy today? Because I finally got this off my chest and I fell so free now (ugh, tumblr talk).

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